My concern was really about death, to be honest with you. I was frightened of dying. I guess we all still would like-- we don't get to choose. But I just realized that that was the great peacemaker to me. That was the thing that came into content, you know. Just to know that we were alive before, effectively. And that we are going through this trial, which everybody goes through, for better or for worse. And to know that if I live my life right then I can qualify to be with Heavenly Father for the eternity. And with my family, to be [INAUDIBLE] to my family.