Well you just [INAUDIBLE] euphoria, this sort of buildup of-- it's just euphoria. It's just a buildup of, I don't know, excitement inside. And you just want to jump for joy. That's how you feel. You know, I feel really blessed that I was chosen to receive the message. I cannot--

[SNIFF] It fills me up now. It fills me up now, too, to think that I was blessed. And the people around me that I've tried to share the message with maybe don't really get it. So I don't push it or press it. But it sits there in my heart.