No matter what I do, no matter how hard
I try, I will never measure up.
My name is C.J. Madsen. I’m Anna. I’m Dax. I’m Wanda. I’m Hollis. My name is Jared. I'm Amy.
I really want to be hopeful and
optimistic and positive. Something that I really had to
work on hard my whole life is controlling a quick temper. The times in my life where I was the most
happy were definitely the times where I was most actively involved in serving
other people on a personal level. But lately I feel like it's
been really superficial.
Like I don't really get to know them.
I talk myself out of conversations and
social situations all the time. I love talking to people, but sometimes what I've struggled with
in the past is really listening.
