“Homecoming,” Ensign, July 1988, 65
Homecoming
Third Place
Perhaps he then returned
At thirty-one or -two,
His tall frame stopping sunlight at the door,
Familiar shadow on familiar wall.
But she’d have sensed him there
Before she saw
And, thanking God,
Abandoned wheel or loom or bowl
To fling herself into his arms,
Then hold him back,
At arms’ length,
To satisfy her soul.
And she’d have seen
The whole, and more:
Sandals layered thick
With dust of untold steps,
Unknown towns;
Shoulders stooped a bit,
Burden-bound;
Hands—quickly—hands
with short-cropped nails
And craftsman’s square utility,
Unmarked (what had the dream been, then?)
Except for memory
Of plane and saw
Or childhood scrape;
And eyes of weary wisdom,
Warm compassion,
Past and future pain,
Of present love.
I think she could not look for long.
Then she’d have offered food
and calm concern,
And gently probed the aching months apart,
His health, his heart—
Savoring, hoarding every brief response
Against the future drought
Her love was powerless to stay.
And he’d have left with lighter step
And backward smile,
As she stood
In that empty place,
Her last gift given,
Her shoulders
Stooped a bit,
Burden-bound.