2011
Kutta Kaatne ka Achcha Asar
March 2011


Yuva

Kutta Kaatne ka Achcha Asar

2009 ke garmi ke mausam mein, mujhe mere ek dost ke kutte ne mere chehre par kaata tha. Durbhaagye se, kaatne se mere hot(lips) fat gaye the, aur mujhe uspar taake lagwaane pade.

Us chot ke baad, main bahut dukhi thi. Mainne apne soch par durbhaagye ko rakha tha, aur mujhe laga ki meri puri zindagi nasht ho gayi hai. Main apne hot ki bahut parwaah karti thi aur baahar bhid mein jaana nahin chahati thi. Mere mann mein mere piano, volleyball, girjaghar, paodne, aur paathshaala jaane ki yojnaaen is chot se barbaad ho gayi thi.

Magar jab bhi mainne prarthna kiya, purohiti ke aashirvaad paaye, apne maata-pita se baate ki, ya jab mere parivaar aur dost mujhse milne aate, mujhe achcha lagta aur kushi milti is dukh ke samay mein. Mujhe laga ki agar log mere is chot ke baare mein sochte hai, tab woh zaroor daya karte honge.

Is anubhav ne mere charitra ko badhaane mein madad kiya, aur mainne sikha ki anye log kya sochte hai mere baare mein par chinta nahin karni chahiye. Mujhe bhi aashirvaad mile the kyunki mere chot ne meri madad ki thi yeh jaanne mein ki mujhe kam apne baare mein sochna chahiye aur anye logon ki parwaah shuru karni chahiye. Meri aatma is samay bahut mazboot hui thi.

Mainne sikha ki durbhaagye hamare liye Swarg ke Pita ke yojna ka bhaag hai. Agar hum achchaai ko dhoondhenge aur na ki buraai ko, hum durbhaagye ka saamna kar sakte hai, behtar insaan ban sakte hai, aur is anubhav ko apne gawahi ko mazboot karne de.