Tackling My Questions about Church History
Even though I had questions, I didn’t give up or give in.
In my history class, my teacher started talking about The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. He did not have a high opinion of the Church. He said we were polygamists and racists.
Everything I had previously learned about the Church had made sense to me. But my experience in class made me think about some tough questions from Church history, like why black people weren’t allowed to hold the priesthood for a time, and why plural marriage happened.
Because of that, I started really thinking, pondering, and praying. I read from the scriptures, talked with my parents and leaders, and learned more for myself. Even though I had questions, I didn’t give up or give in.
As I studied and learned, I almost felt like I was being carried. I still don’t fully understand everything, but I was able to find peace.
Now when I have questions, I hold on to what I already know, like all the experiences that have helped my testimony grow. When something stumps me, prayer is usually my go-to, and then I try to listen to the Spirit while I’m reading the scriptures.
This past year, I’ve really come to know the power of the Spirit, and I’ve felt peace and comfort and love. I know that there is in fact a God who talks to us and wants us to make it back home.
The author lives in Texas, USA.